ALEXANDRA'S JOURNAL

hey everybody i just got back from camp... yea it was a lot of fun... i miss everybody there already, and im going back next year. but im staying for 2 sessions which means i will be gone for 4 weeks. i no its sad
alright well its good to be home to actully be in a house.. ill write more later.

wow i havent written in like so long... ok anyway me and clint broke up and were best friends now. i went on a cruise and that was really fun... um... camp starts in like a week. um.. yea so yea i like am so fucking bored yea. i miss alex g so fucking much!! i dont get to talk to him again untill august 6th!

so yea me and clint are going out its great... hes sooo amazing... i think hes coming to the dance tommmrow. so yea.. we will have fun there i guess. my parents still arent home, they went to see some movie that started at 7 40 and its like almost 11.. who knows wat there doing.. i dont even wanna know.

wow... i havent written in like forever... so yea me and matt broke up like in the begining of may, and yea i hate him and he still wants me to hang out with him and i keep on saying no. i still need 2 dresses for graduation and dinner dance. we just finished memorial day tournaments... and my legs are killing me. we played really hard teams but w\e. and yea i met this guy named Collin... he lives in Warren, and is 15 and in 9th grade. i really like him, and weve been talking for a little more than 4 weeks now. i wanna say i love him but idk he never said it to me, so i just dont want to say it to him yet i guess. i cant wait till june 5th cause im actully going to meet Collin in person!

ok so my mom is being like really gay cause she said i coulnt go out with matt anymore... and then she said i could.. its a relief because ive gone crazy for him and i love him so much! and i would never want to lose him.. so he wasnt at the school after i got out, so i went to the garage and his dad said he was sleeping and i got to wake him up! it was really fun.. lol MY B-DAY IS IN 2 DAYS! THURSDAY, APRIL 21, 2005!! i cant wait!! and spring break is like starts on saturday! YESS!!! NC!

ok w\e elizabeth hates me and i dont really care. im really sick and maybe won't be in school tommorow. ok w\e ill try not to be because i can hardly pay attention in school. ok i have loads of h\w to do still and its like 9:00. omg great lots of make up s.s. work that i decided not to do a long time ago. BRITNEY SPEARS IS PREGNANT lol!!!

ok so im really bored and im in the tech lab.. ok so last night was the best!! i went to the circus and stayed in the suites which were awesome. we even had a butler!!! lol ok then i got home and i couldnt fall asleep so i just stayed up in my room watching movies and tv.... yes i got a tv in my room! and my mom let me sleep in till 10 cause my grandma was coming ok.. today i just like doing nothing yea im in school and im going to the doctors today for my cold that ive had since late december ok this is really boring im supossed to be typing up my TKAM essay now but i decided not to. and its like due this fucking wednesday!!! omg panic mode!! ok jk... k bye.

ew im so sick i have a sinus infection and its being really gay and my parents didnt let me go to my first soccer game!!! urgghhh im so mad at them, and i was really looking foward to it. no really, i was! and i left the dance early last night because i didnt feel good and i felt like sleeping.

OMFG im going to my old school for 2 days! i can't wait any longer i get to see the people i havent seen for like 3 years already! OMG! spring break is like in 3 weeks and i cant wait for that eiather! NC with Mindy!! (a.k.a. the slut) then jillians b-day party is tommorow and my b-day is in 14 more days! and my b-day party is less than a month away! and summer is like just around the corner! omg this is going to be the best year ever! and i also get to see Andy tommorow (aka mustache man)!!!

omg!! omfg im so bored... this whole bill thing is really gay and i hardly have any detail.... or interest!! so im going out to lunch with my mom this weekend so we can have "the talk"!! omg im going to hate this!! so i'm going to take a shower and then add more fucking detail to the fucking bill.

omg i havent written in like forever... so yea... im really bored..

hey im writing in school and mindy is gay. okj by

hello people today was like really boring i had to shovel the fucking driveway and today im going to see finding neverland (o yeah johnny depp hottie) lol laura, so this morning i woke up sopposivly thinking about my past life and how much i have changed.. wow its been a long time since all the bad things happened.

OMFG!! I GOT A FUCKING 90 ON MY MIDTERM!! OMG!!! sooo happy!! today was boring as butt. and im bored right now

Sound crew was great today... and we didnt even mess up!! urrghh i hate mrs. polan that bitch!!! lol anywho.. before the play.. me maria amanda and xtina went to villa and got high on pixie sticks.. that was funny.. and maria kept on farting lol and i have to spend all day with her on saturday thats going to be sooo much fun.. you know whos really kool? Kelly Wilber... she is soo awesome!!! ok then after sound crew.. me, andy, alex, catherine, claire, and camille went to villa to celebrate.. and then we went to CVS to by candy... yeah!! congrats on a great job to all the cast and crew members of Bye Bye Birdie.. especially.. Matt (Conrad) UR SOOO HOTT!!!!! lol c ya!

BORING.. soooo bored but im going on vacation!!! wooohhoooo!! spring break...... grandparents house in north carolina.. there backyard is a crystal clear lake!! yes! swimming!! then camp in summer with elizabeth.. fun.. and then.... febuary 2006 or april 2006 or summer 2006.... cruise to carribean!!! YESS!!! kk bye bye

hey guys wats up?? had sound crew today... fun right? then went to burger king.. yummy right? ok so im going to see coach carter (what a gay movie) tonight with the crew. (not sound crew) ok well ive gotta take a shit... lol .... c ya

hey guys havent written for like 2 days or so... sound crew practices started yesterday.. fun.. cause andy is there... but we are just friends...not doing anything sick..well..... he just called me up because everytime we do stuff.. his concious builds up and almost litterly attacks him inside so he called me up like 20 minutes ago saying that we cant do that stuff anymore and i had this feeling that i never had before... like im hollow inside theres nothing inside of me... but then i winded up crying tears of happiness cause you no its andy... he makes me feel sooooo great and happy.. .because i love him soo much and he is SOOO AMAZINGLY AUESOMELY GREAT!! well ive known him since ive moved here.. december 2002. but im pretty happy now and were cool.. like were the true definition of best friends... not like ryan cabrera and ashlee simpson friendship.. thats like sex.. lol not me.... me and andy are just like you no.. hanging out.. talking on the fone.. solving each others problems..... what real best friends do... we probably wont go out untill i get into 9th grade (high school).... this september.. or so... well alex was there to.. urrghhh hes soooo annoying.....he was pissing me off... he didnt give me my fucking ring... urgghh... well i better go ok? bye bye

hey guys i like just woke up and it snowed sooo much omg!! coolio lol (like ill play in it by myself.) lol i think i slept on that whole slut thing. elizabeth.. so sry for spazing. blah blah blah i have nothing else to say..ok bye bye

y did elizabeths mom assume that i was a slut? WELL IM NOT!!!